I will try…

Find the light

When you feel lost in your own skin
And your mind is wandering off
You reach out to someone and hope they will find your lost soul
A friendly smile, a gentle voice that calls your name
Then you know you are safe to fall through the cracks
You hear their whisper, you feel their touch
You know you are safe for a while
I find myself, despite all this mess
I know I will survive through this hardship
I am weak, but I am strong
I am lost, but I am found
I am here, but I am not
I will find a new way out
I will look up and see the light through the darkness
I know I am not alone, but I must face this by myself
You can hold my hand, but I will have to do this on my own
I will cry
I will scream
I will be angry, ashamed, and naked
But I will face my fears
Change my mind
Change my soul
Change the way I’m looking around
It might be hard
It will be tuff
But I want to see the light
I will fall, but won’t be crushed
I will cry, but I won’t drown
I will stumble, but won’t go under
It’s hard for now, but later I will fly
I want to be free; I want to let go
I want to laugh; I want to be me!
I will stand strong even though I am weak
I will face it like a giant, even though I am small
I will change, even though I am afraid
But in the end, I will be stronger than before
I am afraid that I have no courage
I am scared but I will survive
I am overwhelmed but I must pull through
I will succeed, even though I fall over and over again
I will pull through, it’s a new day…