I am angry, I am furious I get so irritated with people Why do they drop me Why am I so pissed off, with them Why can’t they just keep to their appointments?
Perhaps, I was too quick to say I TRUST YOU! Perhaps, I was too quick to say I NEED YOUR HELP! Perhaps, I was too desperate to get help But hey, don’t worry
I will walk for another few days with this SHIT in my mind, The addiction is banging against my head It wants to overtake me again But don’t worry It’s only my problem It will do you no harm Because it is not your SHIT, I must deal with it!
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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