Egypt
Desert walk, like the Israelites
40 years have passed
Sometimes it was hard
Sometimes the Rock gave water
The red sea opened up
the enemy has gone under
but still, you are in the dept of your past
Egypt is calling you back
the snakes are all around
the bit is poisoned and deadly
you wanted to die
but the bronze cross kept you alive
the struggles are real,
the sun is hot
your feet are swollen
tiredness is real
Fear is all around
Darkness was never so dark
God is faithful
but you were not
You want to believe
but you can not
Water is flowing from the Rock
tears are flowing as you drank
you will die in the desert
but He thinks not
you want to escape
but the desert swallows you alive
People are dying
but you are not
His promises keep you alive
Even when you do not believe
you want to go back to Egypt
cause Egypt is still in you
Even when it was hard
you thought you had a future
The promised land seems like a fairy tale
the walls are too high to overcome
you are in fear, you want to die
you want the desert, to eat your deny
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