I want to lie I want to say I am fine But I’m not I was fine Really, I was fine But now I’m in denial I want to lie and say I am fine But I can’t lie, no more My mind is crazy I need it NOW Cause I am an addict Close to die I can’t escape I am crying out I’m losing my mind I’m losing my grip on life I don’t know how to fix me I want to disappear…
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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