What I need

ComplexPTSD Crash

I can’t ask

What I need from you…
I can’t say but still,
I need your help
I’ll try to explain
But I can’t promise you,
Will I come right?
I have an addiction
I have an obsession
How do I explain
I don’t know what to say…
I need your help
But I’m so afraid
My heart is pumping so hard
But I can’t say the words,
I wish you could look
into my mind and heart
So, you can see what I want to say
I need your help
I’m an addict
I have an obsession
I don’t want to explain
I’m so scared
I can’t speak a word
I hope you understand
I need your help!

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Published by ComplexPTSD Crash

Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD. It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike. The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off. Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure. However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind. Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch. And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting. From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

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