I’m in pain, I don’t know if I can bear it for so long I am awakened by the shocks in my body Time is standing still My pain is eating my inside I am awake more than asleep I am shaking like a leaf Curled up in the position I find myself laying in I am in pain How long must I bear this pain I am crying unstoppable, so sad I am in pain My body hurts so bad I want to get out of this pain Curled up like a fetus I am laying there I am in extraordinary pain Time has stopped, I am awake Shaking like a leaf awakens me from my sleep I am in pain can I bear it a little longer I want to faint I am in extraordinary pain
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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Man…I’m so sorry. Sending big hugs xxx
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