If you ask me, What is wrong with you? I’ll lie and say I’m fine But when you touch me and ask, are you okay? I’ll cry and tell you why But most properly I will lie But when you love me and you care about me I might open up to you and tell you the truth: I cut myself, to heal my pain I hurt myself, to cut myself free I try to free myself, from the damage inside of me Now, I am broke all over inside and outside But hopefully, soon I’ll be free from the hurt inside of me
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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