Fear clings to my heart, I want to hide, but I cannot. I am trapped in the swamp of my own thoughts, Where can I find refuge? Fear is tearing me apart Will you anchor me tide? I am afraid of what I might do Assure me that I am all right. Please, do not abandon me, For I will perish alone if you depart. Just sit with me, let me know that I will be okay, Don’t rob me of my potential. I simply wish to be myself, Just hold my hand, and assure me that I will be all right.
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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