Dangerous thoughts are surfacing up in me. I long to act upon them, But I am forbidden to explore. Where might they lead me? They have the power to harm me. I find myself in a deep hole, Engaged in a battle within. Where is the guiding light? The light that brightens my path? I am floating within myself, Wondering if I will rediscover who I am. It is necessary for my well-being, Although it might not feel that way right now
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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