Terrified and trembling, I went forth today, Seeking an escape from the turmoil inside of me My vision clouded, dimmed by fear’s haze, But then, my eyes caught sight I saw the tip of the iceberg. But I was already too far away so I was sinking into the depths of the ocean, Suddenly, a rescuer arrived, setting me free from drowning. Though I didn’t see Him, I felt His guiding hand, “Why wouldn’t You let me drown?” I asked, surprised. He didn’t reply, but I understood deep within His love for me cut deeper than my mortal sin.
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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