Drifting off
I try to find the center
The center of my core inside of me
But I am drifting off
Drifting off in a direction
I don’t want to go
Help me come back
Don’t leave me here
It’s a scary place to be
Help me,
I can’t control myself
I want to escape
the feeling of drifting away
There is a force inside of me
Like thunder in a storm
I want to let it burst out of me
But I’m so scared
What will you think of me?
I tremble, and I fall
This urge in me
it’s going to make me fall
Help me control the feelings inside of me
I want to scream
like a madman on the street
But I can’t get it out
My fear is keeping me bound
Help me see that I can be free
from this fear inside of me
The black hole is pulling me in
I can’t let it out,
it doesn’t want to let go
I am afraid of what might come out
Help me see the light
CPTSD Crash 