How I feel …

ComplexPTSD Crash

Author of My Life – Sera Noa

Verse 1
I’m losing my sleep
I’m losing my mind
The enemy surrounds me
Can I win this fight Should I even try?

Verse 2
The pain is too heavy
It’s too hard bear
I’m feeling so lonely
Is anyone there
Someone who cares?

Pre-chorus
I’ve been wandering around try to fix it alone
But I didn’t know how, how to let go
I was prisoned and bruised, cried for you to come through
You dried my tears and held me close to you

Chorus
So I will be fine
Be stronger this time
In lows and in highs
I’ll be alright
You will hold me tight
You saw me try’in
Heard my battle cry
You purified
Now I’ll testify
‘Bout the Author of my life
You write my story,
So I don’t have to worry
I will be fine
Through the Author of my life

Verse 3
The stormy winds blew
Me further from You
All that I once knew
Is lost in this view
What is the truth?

Verse 4
Why Lord, Oh why
Why me
You said You’ll provide
Didn’t You see
The darkness in me

Pre-chorus
I’ve been wandering around
try to fix it
But I didn’t know how, how to let go
I was prisoned and bruised, cried for you to come through
You dried my tears and held me close to you

Chorus
So I will be fine
Be stronger this time
In lows and in highs
I’ll be alright
You will hold me tight
You saw me try’in
Heard my battle cry
You purified
Now I’ll testify
‘Bout the Author of my life
You write my story,
So I don’t have to worry
I will be fine
Through the Author of my life

Bridge
I won’t carry this weight no more
I’m so done with hiding, I’ll open the door
For my Saviour
Author of my life

Chorus
So I will be fine
Be stronger this time
In lows and in highs
I’ll be alright
You will hold me tight
You saw me try’in
Heard my battle cry
You purified
Now I’ll testify
‘Bout the Author of my life
You write my story,
So I don’t have to worry
I will be fine
Through the Author of my life

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Published by ComplexPTSD Crash

Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD. It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike. The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off. Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure. However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind. Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch. And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting. From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

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