I want to hurt myself for all the wrongs I have done I want to get a tattoo of a snake or two, but I know it might be painful I carry unseen scars within me I am in immense pain, feeling like I’m bleeding to death I know, I should have compassion for myself, but the pain is overwhelming I long to escape the agony within me Though broken, I will still stand Bleeding like a hunted deer I will persevere through it Even if I feel dead inside
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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