No Ground

ComplexPTSD Crash

Falling

I have this sinking feeling within me
I am falling,
yet there is no ground to meet
My head is spinning relentlessly
I feel like dying,
but my heart refuses to cease
I am numb and exhausted
But my mind persists in its
endless chatter
I am descending too quickly
I am not crashing into the ground
For there is no ground to descend to

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Published by ComplexPTSD Crash

Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD. It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike. The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off. Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure. However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind. Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch. And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting. From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

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