I feel the urge to strangle myself I want to hang myself, in a tree I yearn for death and to be laid to rest beneath the ground I long to be free from the pain inside of me Free me, set me free! Free from the acquisitions I carry within I feel so isolated in an unfamiliar place Then Jesus appeared and sat beside me In silence, we know we are together for now I don’t know why He came but He just seems to know my pain In silence, a sense of peace washes over me He is simply there, sitting with me
Welcome to my odyssey through Complex PTSD.
It started unexpectedly on August 9th, 2021, during a challenging 12 km hike.
The morning was calm, the air crisp, and our spirits high as we set off.
Eager and ecstatically happy, we embarked on this unforeseen difficult adventure.
However, merely five hundred meters in, I found myself falling behind.
Determined to catch up, I quickened my pace, glancing at my watch.
And then... a tree materialized before me, greeting me with a terrible greeting.
From that moment, everything shifted... thus marking the start of my life-changing journey into the world of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
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