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My Anchor For so many yearsmy addiction anchored mewhen everything was rough around meIt kept me alivewhen I wanted to dieMy addiction was therewhen I needed an arm to hold me tideI was grounded at my coreEven though I were strangled in my mindI felt secure, I felt freeNow I am no longer bound by…
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Scared I’m scaredI’m afraidHow will I react?I want to do thisBut I don’t think,I have what it takesI’m scaredI’m afraidWill I get mad?Will I hurt myself again?If I do, will you be there,to help me through?I’m scaredI’m afraidWill I say something,something that might hurt?Something that I can’t say or explain?I trust you, with my heartBut…
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The Dark side I’m not all lightI have a dark side to hideBut that’s why I follow Jesus so closely at my sideBecause, if it wasn’t for HimI wouldn’t be here to see another light of daySo, if I hideit’s not because I want toit’s to keep me safe, so I can be meUnderstand what…
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Natalie Grant – You Will Be Found
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Emotions The emotions after the addictionYou want to disappearYou want to become smallYou want it to stop When it hits youYou want to get highNothing will or can stop youThere is not a “NO!” in your vocabularyThere is no way, you can stop it nowYou need it nowDesperation is kicking in Afterwards, you are flooded…
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I can’t ask What I need from you…I can’t say but still,I need your helpI’ll try to explainBut I can’t promise you,Will I come right?I have an addictionI have an obsessionHow do I explainI don’t know what to say…I need your helpBut I’m so afraidMy heart is pumping so hardBut I can’t say the words,I…
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Angry Today I am angryFor no specific reasonJust angry about lifeLife in generalI am pissed-offBecause I don’t sleepI am angryCause I am so tiredI am angry about my dreamsI’m an angry personI am angry!!!!
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Wild I don’t write as you would readBut words are flowing out of my mindI can catch it, as it flowsBut to stop it is to stop a streamFollow the stream where it might flowAnd you will find a fountain down the roadWith a rainbow to show the beauty of my mindWords don’t come easy…
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I am fine I want to lieI want to sayI am fineBut I’m notI was fineReally, I was fineBut now I’m in denialI want to lieand say I am fineBut I can’t lie, no moreMy mind is crazyI need it NOWCause I am an addictClose to dieI can’t escapeI am crying outI’m losing my mindI’m…
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